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Hold Your Applause Now

I'm Ready To See Now

I'm Ready To Speak Now

I'm Ready To Be Now

Please Hold Your Applause

I'm Ready To Speak Now

Can You Believe...

...Now?

My Mind Speaks Volumes

I Speak For Myself.

My Heart Tells Stories

I've Kept Within

Who I am...

Is Here.

Hold Your Applause

Killing A Spirit

Slowly Dying In Shame

From Outside World,

From Outside Pain.

No Applause?

Stepping On The Surface

Of This Fragile Glass...

Treading Softly 

But I'm Still Falling Fast.

Black Alice 

Going Down The Hole.

Where She Lands

No One Cares, OR Knows

Do You Care?

Will You Care?

Is This Too Much To Spare?

F88k Your D8mn Applause.

I'm Fighting For a Higher Cause.

Holding Your Applause?

Why Do I Care...

You Never Praised Me.

Nor Ever Cared.

I'm Talking About You

YOU

You

And You...

With Your F88king Judgements...

Your Wretched Black Heart..

I'm READY TO BE Now!

Surrounded By Silence.

Blank.

Staring At The Wall.

Blank.

Crashing Inside.

Blank.

Where Do I Feel...

There Is No Place.

Darkness I Tread.

But Cannot Sustain Much Longer.

The Light Calls Me.

And Tells Me To Breathe Stronger.

Don't Praise Me Now

I'm Pulling Myself Up.

But You Keep Knocking Me Down.

My Smiles Are Frowns

B8tch That I Am...

What Lies Beneath...

I'm Not Allowed To Be Happy.

To Be Free & To Speak.

Held Down By Your Control.

I've Learned To Abide

Cut My Soul Into Pieces

But I Remain 

With Some Pride.

Wrong Or Right.

I Have No Sight.

I'm Not As Good As You.

Scared Of Your Bite.

Pick Myself Up...

Pull Me UP.

When You Throw Me Down

Ignore.

Degrade.

Ridicule.

For Your Love Of Me.

Damn Your Sickness.

F&ck Your Love...

Tis' Not Love But Evil.

Surrounded By Silence.

Blank.

Staring At The Wall.

Blank.

Crashing Inside.

Blank.

Where Do I Feel...

There Is No Place.

Darkness I Tread.

But Cannot Sustain Much Longer.

The Light Calls Me.

And Tells Me To Breathe Stronger.

Holding Your Applause?

Why Do I Care...

You Never Praised Me.

Nor Ever Cared.

I'm Talking About You

YOU

You

And You...

With Your F8cking Judgements...

Your Wretched Black Heart..

I'm READY TO BE Now!

Do You Care?

Will You Care?

Is This Too Much To Spare?

F8ck Your D8mn Applause.

I'm Fighting For a Higher Cause.

My Mind Speaks Volumes

I Speak For Myself.

My Heart Tells Stories

I've Kept Within

Who I am...

Is Here.

Hold Your Applause

Hold Your Applause Now

I'm Ready To See Now

I'm Ready To Speak Now

I'm Ready To Be Now...

Please Applause...

What? No Standing Ovation? 

Not Surprised.